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Sunday, September 1st, 2002
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ok.. check this out
US Government.. Mr. Moore Early American Writers.. Mrs. Monette Personal Finance.. Mrs. Barnes Spanish 3.. Mrs. Crean Sociology.. Mr. Domaingue Algebra 2.. Mrs. Osowski Chemistry.. Mrs. Parent
nice? I think not.. o well. Jp is in my math class.. with Macwell & Cait. Thats cool I guess..i miss jessie already lol. i spent a period with manos the second day of school.. o boy. here we go again. whatever im a junior its all good. i get my lisence in like 2 weeks.. so thats chill.. but i gotta go.. so ill update later..
fuckin aaaaaa jess
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*5 things you are wearing* white tank top my necklace a ring my sporty blu A&F undies jean capris..
*5 things you can see* the phone a stapler beautiful pictures of *muah* of course.. haha a calender my old navy bags
*5 things you are doing right now* watching TV talking to Eric on the tele filling this out.. talking to alyssa.. and listening to the radio
*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours* coffee ice cream with chocolate sprinkles pork fried rice cup o noodles skittles *Taste The Rainbow..* lemonade
*5 things you did so far today* I put new puictures in my new picture frames Cleaned my room.. SCORE Showered Got Dressed.. Finally.. called my bestest friend
*5 things you can hear right now* my moms hair dryer the TV the radio Eric's voice me typing..
*5 colors you can see* *pink* blues.. green grey purple
*5 thoughts in your head* Im tired.. What are we gonna do today.. cuz their is Nothing to do around here when are we leaving why am I up before noon.. just.. wow
*10 things you would like to do in your lifetime* finish highschool graduate from college.. get my masters have a good job get married.. have children live in a nice house.. with *my* car have puppies around the house Travel Have vacation homes in Cancun, and Paris..
*10 famous people you would have sex with* Josh Hartnett *Vin Diesel Ashley Angel Freddie Prinze Jr. Shane West Paul Walker Tyson Beckford.. Tyrese Sean Patrick Thomas Antonio Sabado Jr.
*5 Names you like* McKenzie Morgan McKayla Caleb Skyler
*10 objects in your room you love* My pictures of all My friends My computer.. all the things my friends give me.. My bed.. my extremely High bed.. my feather pillows.. my jewelery.. my candles.. my memory box.. and photo albums my posters.. ahh vin my gramma's rocking chair..
*7 things you love* my mom me.. my bestest friend all my friends.. *him*.. (i cant help it) my family.. sometimes my puppies
*3 things you hate* fucking girls at our school people who act stupid.. lying
*Right now you are:* sleepie..happy.. excited.. nervous.. anxious.. fidgity..
*Seven facts about you* I Love my friends.. I would do anything for them I hate people who talk shit I'm a very happy person Im compassionate and sensitive My biggest fears are being alone and drowning I am Jessie B.. lol hm.. Im on the swim team.. and tennis team
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well now its def. sunday and we didnt get to go to the beach last today bc jessie was at a concert last nite so she couldnt get up early this morning. i havent seen her in a long time i miss her lots. but then last nite i went out to dinner with the fam and that was cool i guess but we ended up not going to the movies. o well ive been twice lately. haha. so tonite im not going to the hdrome bc my mom is being weird but whatever, maybe well still hang out. i dunno i hope so. zack is leaving soon. :o( but i guess itll be ok once he goes. cait is coming home this saturday.. shes still in alaska i miss her lots bc she keeps me in line. but shell be back soon with my mom lol and my husband. i love him haha. and lets see im at lisa's now swimming :o) lotsa fun. haha only cuz danny is outside and i think hes beautiful. its all in good fun. lol. i love him too though hes great..unlike someone else. who i wont say but lets talk about that. i talk to him one day and he cant wait to see me and get it on.. and then the next day blows me off and acts like a total asshole. what a fag i cant even deal with the opposite sex. they totally blow my mind at how naiive they can be. yea.. so whatever with that. then ive just been thinking lately about stuff. i really cant deal with my friends either. they are all starting to bother me.. not in a bad way i guess. its just that i listen to everyones problems and i try to be nice and give advice. but then when i have a problem i feel like theres no one there to listen and if they do listen.. they dont hear me kinda. like they arent interested. i know that everyone has there own problems but sometimes im just like ugh whatever with that then ya know? it makes me feel like no one cares. o well whatever im moving on.. no more pity for me haha. not that anyone reads this anymore bc i havent updated in in forever. but its all cool i get my lisence in a month and ashley m already has her but i havent seen her in forever. she got it though.. more freedom i would think. i dunno i cant wait. i gotta go though im going to swim again but ill write more later or tomorrow..
jessie bear
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Thursday, July 11th, 2002
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wow.. a lots happened since the last time. lets see.. April 26 was the sadie and i went with ryan.. and cait and zack and britt and dave saltus.. it was an awesome time. Since then.. ive lived with cait lol. and im married to her brother sam :o). haha im keeping the necklace. cait our late night *****. my jessie lynn and i go beachin every sunday.. lifeguards? gRr yummy. boardwalk.. nice dolphins.."her legs were the size of your whole body!?!"yikes.. TT and the heated pool. O yea schools out lol. yesterday was katies birthday and the 6th was chelseas, shes getting so big. *tear* umm the fireworks i went to the westfield ones with jessie matt and britt.. we got there as they started and left as they ended but it was fun we saw zack :o).. then i went to the springfield ones with britt zack jer, eric and jay. omg that was so much fun i think im in love.haha not really but still i had lotsa fun though.. hmm what else o i started drivers ed.. i would rather stick pencils through my eyes then go but whatever..ya gotta do what u gotta do..ok so two days ago i went to the russel water hole.. its kinda like the graville gorge. its much fun i went with nick jeff and jamie and erica.. then we went back to the pool.. argh. they brought me home.. that was scary yikes. well i went to see insomnia last nite that was good.. now i think im going again tonite.. but im not sure what were gonna see.. hmm ill update later or tomorrow.. i promise jessie bear
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well i didnt get ahold of jessie (but were still gonna have sex), yesterday we had to find a sadie dress for brittany and then we went to ericas. it was chill.. britt where did u gert those boobies? well anyway today were going to agawam. ill update later jessie b
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i havent updated this in a while..umm ok. ive had my permit now for a while. its ok.. nothing big.. just a tease till i get my liscence. but u know how that goes. well today was easter..*Happy Easter*.. my whole family went out to brunch at the loc cabin.. it was beautiful (and so was the help.. omg) jessie did her first double holiday- i hope u had fun. weve been hanging out a lot lately.. im glad we are close again, it was kinda like a part of me was missing while we had our time apart. i luv u hun. its crazyness when we are together. but anyways.. the sadie is coming up and im not sure if i want to go i mean i went last year, y go again? but well see. im all done with brandon ~ he slep with erin popko, isnt that special?! yea thats what i said. tennis has started and i got a new pretty racket.. its nice. i got lotsa candy today * get fat day for free*.. score!! lol. but yea i dunno this term kinda sucks.. my grades went down a lot. but its not bc i dont know anything its bc i dont care.. and i dont try. i dont understand myself lately. i give up on lotsa things. well see. our first tennis match is on tuesday that should be fun. im not quite sure what were are doing for uniforms- bc no one has gotten them yet. hmm.. well see. im so tired lately though. my aunt moved to agawam ans i was there from thursday to sat. it was awesome.. the house is geourgous. the puppies slept with me and it was a good break from my family. they are nuts.. all of them. cept my mom shes pretty awesome. but im gonna go to bed im really tired.. ill try to update more often cuz there's a lot i left out. jessie best
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Tuesday, March 12th, 2002
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 What is YOUR Highschool label?
well of course i am unique.. im jessie!.. theres not too many around. :o) i feel so yucky today. we had a half a day and then we went to the doctors. good job maxwell. lol um lets see last sat we went to the hockey game at the civic center.. it was awesome.. and we won 3-2. so there is another game on thursday and if we win we are going to boston. :o) thats exciting. but my head hurts a lot and im sick of people in general. im tired of stupid shit, and rumors and gossip. its just old. ugh... so yea anyways tomorrow i dont know if im going to school yet.. but we'll see. i dont think that we are going on the cruise.. therefore i might be able to go to the sadie.. but i dunno bc i heard no one is gonna go. i dont know.. well see. ill ttyl hun. luv ya jess2
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Wednesday, February 27th, 2002
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well lets see.. first of all my vacation was awesome. more than i couldve asked for. I was with Britt, Kate Lynn, Ashley, Michelle, hmm and lotsa other people. We went ice skating lots, out to dinner, we had *sleepovers* went to games, parties.. we went to the movies, we ate, we ate some more, we had slushies, we saw mark, we went to the *convienent store, for CANDY*.. lol. omg just good times. I got married. i now have a lovely wife, miss kate. i gave her a beatiful ring haha and she gave me a bow tie. :o) thanks hun. I talked to ivan and joey a lot. it brought back some unwanted feelings but i got over them much faster than last time. i was so excited though. i was the happy little giddy girl. it was great. then monday back to school i just scrubbed it out i was so sick of school by second period u dont even know. it was crazy, but i saw everyone that i missed. and jessica came over with matt to show me her new car its very cute.. and she has cup holders.. lol. were gonna look hott rickin that to the beach this summer haha.. no more boom box brown eyed girl o no! what are we gonna do? then tuesday morning.. i got dropped off at jessie's and we drove *ivanashawn* to school. it was just like old times.. the whole not shaving the legs thing is a little too creepy.. we are soo much alike its scary.. lol then i went babysitting with her, and then we went driving her new standard. o god.. ive never bucked like that before. :o) it was lotsa fun. then she talked to her matt and i met sassy. shes psycho. then today i went to school for first period then i left to get my permit.. o geez that was interesting. but i got it *yay* lol. im now legal to drive.. yes. im so great. haha. then i went back to school just in time for child development and jessica made me pretty pictures.. but i made her some too. then i came home and just fell asleep i was so tired. i found out some pretty bad crap that my friends do behind my back and let me tell u .. i never thought someone could do that to a "best friend" but hey it happened to britt, of course it can happen to me. so now.. lets see the whole guy situation? well they suck. i havent found one yet that i like.. well i have but geographically hes just not good. way too far away.. and ugh long story. but i like him lots. :o) hes sucha sweetheart. we might all double date. im excited. but i guess hes not looking for a g.f :( but.. so now im doing my hmwk like a good student * gold card material* lol and im gonna go cuz my pizza is ready so ttyl guys. luv ya Jessie dos aka Baboon * i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky, I'll be there.. and I swear by the shadow thats by your side.. I'll be there* & when just the two of us are there..u wont have to ask if i still care*
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Monday, February 25th, 2002
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*THE TOP 10 THINGS THAT MEN UNDERSTAND ABOUT WOMEN* 1.) 2.) 3.) 4.) 5.) 6.) 7.) 8.) 9.) 10.)
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2002
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I'm the most well known penguin of them all, always looking great and eating daintily. I'm not too threatened by man, but boy those seals do scare me! I love the cold-cold of the Artic!
Take the What Penguin am I? Quiz by Krysten!
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You're a classic. You're popular. What else could you ask for? Maybe a taste in music, but that's up to you.
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You're a classic. You're popular. What else could you ask for? Maybe a taste in music, but that's up to you.
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Sunday, February 17th, 2002
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i had a good valentine's day. we went to the dance later in the nite... it was lotsa fun.. grinding with chimpA. thanks for the valentine. she danced with my ex husband- what a whore. :o) luv u. so then friday was lotsa fun.. britt's bday! lol we went to the basketball game and then little ricky wanted us to go to the party with him but we couldnt so we all slept here. britt is a bed hog. saturday nite i went to kahunaville with michelle and britt's family. they sang happy birthday to all 3 of us. haha. then we played games and all that cool stuff.. got some pics- they are gonna be too cute. im excited.. but im gonan go my b.f geoff is here.. ttyl 1. FIRST NAME: Jessica 2. MIDDLE NAME: Best 3. HAIR: *peanut butter* 5. Eye Color: green/brown/ yellow?? 6. Height: 5'7 7. Location: Westfield.. 8. Birthday: 01-10-86 9. Zodiac Sign: capricorn 10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: not rite now.. 11. Do you have a crush?: he's my baby.. i wanna rape him :o) -favorites- 1. Favorite Animal: bears.. 2. Favorite Sport: gymnastics and swimming 3. Favorite Color(s): PiNk n OrAnGe 4. Favorite Friend(s) Offline: chimpA.. lil kate.. ash.. :o) 5. Favorite Friend(s) Online: the same!? 6. Favorite Song(s) at the moment:the calling- wherever u will go 8. Favorite Store: Hollister, Ae, Af, claires, faces,im a shopoholic :o) 9. Favorite Feeling: *happy* 10. Favorite Shoe: ae boots or sneakers 11. Favorite Scent:hollister..& warm vanilla sugar..cK1 is yummy 12. Do You Wear Make-Up?: a little.. 13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: personality- hes hott anyway though 14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl?:funny, outgoing,sensitive,cute,& definately someone to have a convo with 15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: depends.. 16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: ~i found him~ 17. Would you ever ask someone out?: yes.. definately.. u know what u want~ go for it! 18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes:doesnt matter.. i luv brown:) -love. life. friends.- 1. What is the first thing you notice about someone?: *eyes* 2. When's the last time you cried?:..yesterday.. 3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: happy 4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:my teddy bear..& a bandana 5. Do you want children?: id have more fun making them..:o) 6. How far have you gotten?: round the bases... 7. Do you like someone right now?: yup.. i do 8. Do they know?: its pretty obvious.. i hope so 9. Do you have a best friend?: of course -within the last twenty four hours have you- 1: Had a serious talk?:yes 2: Hugged someone? *yup* 3: Gotten along well with your parents?: shes awesome.. 4: Fought with a friend?: just kidding.. i won the car race .. luv u -do you like to- 1: Give hugs?: its special.. and they make me smile 2: Give back rubs?: i give the best maSSages 3: Take walks in the rain?:..i luv the rain.. 4: You ever have that falling dream?: i never reach the bottom 5: What is on the walls of your room?:*josh hartnett* 6: When you chew gum, what kind?: winterfresh 7: Do you use chap stick: i prefer lip gloss -in the last month have you/did you- 1. Drink?: *alcohol.. yummy* 2. Smoke?: eww 3. Drugs?: :o) 4. Have Sex?: of course not..cough cough 5. Made Out?: i guess u could call it that 6. Go on a date?: he never takes me farther than his living room 7. Go to the movies? A Walk To Remember.. aww 8. Go to the mall?: yea 9. Realized you hadn't talked to someone you wish you had?:speaking of the devil he literally JUST called 11. Been on stage?: um no.. 12. Been dumped?: gladly nope 13. Had someone be unfaithful to you?: not that i know of 14. Watched The Smurfs?: omg! i remember the smurfs.. 15. Hiked a mountain?: yikes.. do the stairs @school count? 16. Made homemade cookies?: peanut butter ones..with chimpA 17. Been in love?: im not quite sure i know exactly what that is -more stuff.- 1. Are you popular?:i guess so 2. Are you pretty?: duh.. of course.. lol :o) 3. Do you have your own phone line?: i have my cell.. 4. What is your favorite word to say?: ~insane~ 5. What is your favorite phrase to say?: Fuck me grr!! 6. What are you doing right now?: talking to Ivan.. (hmm) 7. What song are you listening to?: the calling- wherever u will go 8. What are you wearing?: a towel actually -preferances- 1. Cold or hot?: i hate being sweaty.. gross 2. Lace or satin?: satin.. lace is old ladyish 3. Blue or Red?: red! 4. New or old?: new 5. Rain or snow? warm rain.. 6. Give or receive?: i luv giving presents :o) 7. Wool or cotton?: wool is too itchy.. ouchies 8. Rose or Daisy?: a peach rose.. thats so sweet 9. Private school or public school?: public is just fine with me 10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: ChOcOlAtE.. yummy 11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: thats way too confusing 12. Spring or Fall?: spring.. i luv easter 14. Now or then?: thats the best movie.. lol 15. How many fingers am I holding up?: is this a trick question? 16. Scent?: i luv guys cologn 17. English or Math?: well.. he is in my geometry class.. rAaR 18. Bath or shower?: buBBle bath.. hehe 19. Bedtime phrase?: na nites.. dont let the bed bugz bite ;) 20. Self-stick or lick?: licking..*muah* 21. Cursive or print?: printing.. but does it matter? i like to type 22. Do you like surprises?: i luv surprises.. specially when they come home and surprise u 23. Paranoid or Cautious?: cautious definately 24. Heights or Crowds?: im so confused by this question 25. Half-full or half-empty?: im a half full kinda gal 26. Top or bottom?: i like to be on top ..raar 27. Do you/Would you dye your hair?: ive highlighted 28.Speeding or running red lights?:yellow means hurry! 29. Gold or silver?: medal- gold.. jewelery.. white gold :o) 30. Bad habits?: i get fixateds on words.. 31. Piercings?: my ears.. definately goin for the tummy 32. Erogenous Zone(s)?: underneath my belly button.. & my wrists 33. talker or listener: i luve to talk.. but im a good listener 34. Snore or talk?: in my sleep?? 35. What do you wish you'd done?: not hurt my knee.. 36. Fetish: RAPE, underwear, matching, and asses 37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: what are THOSE voices? 38. Jammies or naked?: depends who im with ..haha 39. Neurotic or psychotic?: im not sure.. probably both 40. Do you talk to yourself?: all the time.. specially in the shower 41. Will you ever do one of these again?: probably
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Saturday, February 9th, 2002
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Tuesday, February 5th, 2002
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Take the What animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
wow was today interesting. me n britt took a P.D. lol .. first period i was like ok i dont wanna be here i cant deal with people's bullshit.. its just too much for some reason i think im having a breakdown.. so we *bounced*.. and chilled at caits.. omg. we watched my best friend's wedding. and then at like 10 we were both starving so we pooled our money and went to J.J's.. we got freaken doughnuts galore for brittany.. and then chips n salsa..(no chunks please).. cup o noodles..*brownies*.. lol we made then into cup cakes haha. wow.. we talked about a lot of stuff that was bothering us both. caits mom came home and scared me shitless.. omg i thought i was gonna have a heart attack.. run b run! we talked ot her for a while and then ended up going to swimming practice.. that was fun. we then went for a walk and saw some people.. no names.. umhmm.. anyway. then i was molested by scott.. thanks for all ur DAMN help Britt.. next time im just gonna beat u after.. gRr.. i cant believe i lost. so today.. an0ther freaken day at whs.. i ended up with internal for only god knows y.. some stupid ass reason. but whatever.. and im going to get my hair done.. so ill ttyl~ *BaBoOn*.. i luv u chimpA
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Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
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wow its been a while. um lets see i turned 16 on January 10!! yeah!! lol Sweet 16. it was a fun party.. jess got me a balloon and pretty roses and mommie sent me 16 long stem roses in school. it was so nice. um classes switched.. i got foods and lit 1. fun fun..but i didnt like my foods class it was way too creepy.. so i got into caligraphy. guess whos in my class when i get there? Ivan and Britt! well obviously he couldnt stay in the class with us bc poor little sarina didnt like it.. aww. but now its me n britt.. and we are wonderful at it.. haha. My quote is " the only harder word to say than hello is goodbye".. but in a Walk To Remember.. (the bestest movie ever) lol right meg? want a tissue? *Love is like the Wind- I cant see it.. but I can feel it. It was crazy sad. The boy situation.. lets see. Im over Chris.. its just not worth my time, and I'm sick of putting up with my friends shit about it. ive been so frustrated/ stressed lately. i just cant deal. but then theres ben, Britt? lol o boys. O and the one thats *all up in my grill* haha right.. somethign like that but guess who got the necklace? o yea that would be me! school was definately let out early last thursday.. and we went in late on friday it was awesome. i was at britts thursday and she called mike- u go girl.. work it!.. and then i slept late on friday.. it was nice. friday night i stayed home i felt wicked sick and SOMEBODY made me watch a steven segal movie but i wont say who. lol. then yesterday me n britt went to the movies- and yes dear u could be a hairstylist. lol she curled my hair and it looked kinda cute :o)... A walk to Remember.. omg thats the sweetest movie.. but sooo would never ever happen. its a nice thought though.. when we got there we sat down and saw lotsa sketchy people.. and megan and heather walked in so they sat next to us.. lol want another tissue hun? "that slut-shes not wearing a bra".. o god u crack me up. then britt had to babysit and so did i. i babysat matt and Jt.. 7 to 11.. 30 bucks.. hell yeah. lol how about u? today the superbowl party should be fun.. i want the RAMS to win lol.. u suck. it will be very eventful. o and ashley for some reason thinks im mad at her.. i know u read this so.. im not mad im just wicked aggrivated and i dont like to talk about it.. i know ur saying but u tell brittany.. and i do. i tell jess too.. but u dont understand that brittany has been a part of my life since 1st grade.. thats a long time .. whether we were friends or not.. everyone fights. its a part of life that makes u stronger.. i guess when im ready ill let u know.. but really im not mad, im just really stressed and its hard to explain. i get mad at people for the smallest/ stupidist things and i dont know y. jessie- we never really tlak anymore and i miss u.. i was reading all the old entries of my journal and lol we had some crazy times i wish we could have more.. i dont want to grow apart.. k? u r still my bestfriend.. even if we dont talk EVERYday.. u know more about me then anyone. i luv u. school sucks as usual.. and its crazy, i cant deal with the report cards coming out bc i know i did horrible but i will do better.. im gonna go to college lol. colin is gonna help me with geometery. :o) hes so sexy lol. i cant help u britt.. until u want to help urself.. but ill be rite next to u all the way.. even if u want to run him over with a car. *muah* haha. u can do so much better anyway.. how about the best freind..oooh. careful stalking is illegal. * i forgot about our trip shopping* me mommie ashley and britt all went to the hampshire mall.. got some rings.. went to northampton.. lol went to the nail salon.. and then the next day we went to the holyoke mall with my lil cousin katie.. lol what fun..!! yes. britt is making me go to the nails 2000 place.. hwo could u do that to ANA?? britt im gonna tell. yikes.. well i gotta get in the shower, so ill ttyl and i wont wait so long next time.
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